I could have it, sure. I probably do. I dunno if I have it, I don't care if I know I have it, I don't care if I do or don't know whether or not having it is something I should be caring about.
Frankly, I like the fun of it. I like the mystery of not being diagnosed with any sort of mental, emotional, or pysical ailment. I could be schizophrenic. I could have ADL. I could have AS. I was told I had A.D.H.D as a child, most of the symptoms still are prevalant in my everyday life, some I've grown out of. I'm ripe for mental issues, pyschological disorders, and what have you, I'm sure. I've never had my IQ tested, nor will I ever. Again, I'm not trying to pull a "holier than thou" thing here, for I'm not. I'm just stating my personal opinion here, and I don't feel the need to censor myself.
If I have to "label" myself and explain who I am as a person via medical or psychological diagnosis, then I feel I would be censoring and limiting myself and my opportunities as a person. Not that I'm saying you all are doing such, for that is not the case at all. You all didn't have, especially the younger of our posters, the choice of such. It was thrust up you as a child, by school, by those with authority who couldn't "deal" with a quirky, intelligent, and most likely very interesting and intuitive child. Children who felt left out, who were separated, who had few friends or those they could turn to in times of emotional turmoil. I'm speaking of a personal dilemma, an acute fear if you will...of being my own worst enemy.
I could be all kinds of fucked up. I probably am. But I live my daily life. I still socialize, when it presents itself, even though I'm not always comfortable with it. I still do what I do and I'm happy with what I do. But I don't want who am I to be stripped away from myself, via medication, or psychological evaluation, or my personality to be defined not by I, the owner of the personality, but by a mental/medical/pyhsical condition. I'm not saying that you all are. It's just that you never had a choice in the matter. Which makes the adults, not the once diagnosed children who themselves are now young or grown adults, the ones at fault here.
I'll stand by this opinion, always will. Until I am a present danger to myself, my family, my friends, or whoever...I won't be visiting any doctors or pyschologists anytime soon. It's just who I am, it's just what I believe.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 02/13/2012 01:13AM by Redlandsman87.